Small Towns and the River by Mamang Dai
Mamang Dai Small towns always remind me of death. My hometown lies calmly amidst the trees, it is always the same, in summer or winter, with the dust flying, or the wind howling down the gorge. Just the other day someone died. In the dreadful silence we wept looking at the sad wreath of tuberoses. Life and death, life and death, only the rituals are permanent. The river has a soul. In the summer it cuts through the land like a torrent of grief. Sometimes, sometimes, I think it holds its breath seeking a land of fish and stars The river has a soul. It knows, stretching past the town, from the first drop of rain to dry earth and mist on the mountaintops, the river knows the immortality of water. A shrine of happy pictures marks the days of childhood. Small towns grow with anxiety for the future. The dead are placed pointing west. When the soul rises it will walk into the golden east, into the house of the sun. In the cool bamboo, restored in sunlight, life matters, like this. In small to...